Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Thought Purge

Sometimes I think to myself, "will this person ever change?'" And then I look at myself & my own life and remember it is possible.  Change can happen. Perhaps the more appropriate question is "when will this person change?"

I come to the conclusion that people only change when they truly want to change. They change at first for themselves only because it's what's best in that period of time. Then, if they grow & develop they learn that the changing isn't even of themselves. It's of something(One) greater and they change not only for themselves but for the cause of Christ and love for others.

When real change takes place, it roots itself into us and starts a growth that's so in depth and irreversible.  A chain reaction - a domino effect. The roots grow as you grow and it's a beautiful thing. You become a much brighter, more strong tree planted and your roots- they don't stop digging deep into the earth for more room- more growth. When you finally become the tall, strong and durable tree that all of the growth has produced, you're able to endure the wind, rain and just the storms in general better. You are better equipped.  You're more healthy. 

I want this so very much for some. My heart burns for it and my soul cries out - Father, please make their time now! Please help them to desire real change- to pursue growth and to become well rooted so that they may stand tall & know that they are able to weather the storms that come. That they will know that they have strength to overcome the mighty winds that sometimes try to blow us down and that they'll come to understand just how healthy it is to be rooted, deep into solid ground.  Not by our own doing but by the planter Himself because He deeply cares to grow us and root us into Him- Rock solid and trusting foundation. 

Lots of praying over different things lately. Sorry if this doesn't make sense, sometimes it's difficult to write out my heart/thoughts. :)
Love you all.

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Friday, July 20, 2012

always learning

I think today I just have a case of the "blues."

Too much time on my hands to think on things that I've been avoiding thinking about.

You know that saying "distance makes the heart grow founder?" Well if you didn't know yet- its a lie!

I was thinking about relationships to start with, because I have a few friends that have kind of faded away over time & some friends now that are just because life seems to be busy.

After I started feeling sad - I started to realize that my heart was kind of drifting away, becoming more distanced with God & the more I allowed myself to be sad/cry because of things that are out of my control,
I realized- distance doesn't make the heart grow founder ESPECIALLY when it's your relationship with God! Please remember - the further you distance yourself/your heart from God the quicker you become angry, dissatisfied,  bitter, upset and etc with God & others!

Don't distance from God for any reason. It's not going to help your relationship at all. It'll just make everything worse!

The more that I allow myself to think negatively - that distances my heart from God. The more I allow feelings of hopelessness or despair - that distances my heart from God. The more I want to or wish to control situations or my life- that distances my heart from God.

I think you get the idea.

I feel better now.
Thankful to God & am thankful for His sly reminders. He's so genius.

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Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Honesty & Respect

I'm noticing lately that the value of certain traits diminish over time. As generations change & time passes, character traits such as respect & honesty become less important.
I'm sure I'm not the only individual who understands this or has complaint in regards to it either.

In the struggle to teach my own kids how important it is to value such things I see that it's not something that you just teach in word- it's something you live out and model in every day life for them. How I react toward my husband, or even them as children, and also how I act/react in my other relationships as well! It also goes hand in hand with many Biblical principles as well and if we're teaching our children the truth without living it out- we're going to fail in teaching them.

The Bible calls us not only to love our brothers & sisters in Christ but also our neighbors & enemies too! We are to be uplifting, always speaking the truth in love. We are to be encouraging and joyful, slow to anger and patient. When we are rebuking we are to extend grace & show mercy, always compassionate in our responses. There is so much to look at and model in our lives that comes from the word! Not once does it teach dishonesty or disrespect!

It's a lot folks & I often fail hard but does that mean we just chuck the best out the window because it's too hard? Not by any means!

If you mess up in this area - apologize and keep trying! These values are important and they must be passed on because if they aren't we're going to lose them completely! So many people today make excuses for themselves & their children and it's sad to me. If we aren't telling the truth and being respectful are we really keeping the standard of truth? Are we really living for Christ? I'm not too sure anymore...

This has been a challenge for me. When someone disrespects me I usually respond without compassion and in a very negative sort of fashion.  I've had to apologize a few times recently because of it. I'm willing to keep trying though because I want my children to know respect and honesty!

That's all for today! Join me in prayer for the generations that are arising to adulthood but also pray for the generation that is modeling these values for them!

Love ya guys!

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Monday, July 16, 2012

Just stuff

I feel like it's been a bit since I've posted and I'm not even really sure I'm ready to post now.

 I do want to say that God has been doing some amazing things not only in my life, but in many lives that surround me! In the greatness and changing, the growing and stretching it's almost as if it's a battle between excitement and exhaustion. If we're all being honest sometimes the growing hurts! Growing into Christ likeness isn't easy but it's when you get to the end of the certain struggle and bask in the freedom  - you gain the joy & happiness from the effort and struggle! I think that makes sense and if not - I'm sorry :)

I'm excited for all that is happening and for that which is to come! Holding on tight and giving God the green light - the go to do whatever He wants in my life. I'm seeing it in others lives as well. So stinkin' cool!


Working on compassion in my response to others.
Working on being a more constant speaker of truth.
Working on reaching out more even when it isn't comfortable.
Working on loving more & harder than ever before.

Just working on showing Jesus more.....


That's all for now .... This blog may start to get a little intense - I'm learning a lot and noticing more so I may need to stop in and just get some of it out!

Love y'all! Much!

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Just my heart

I think it's more than amazing when you're going through life and you have worries or concerns, but in those you decide to make an unnatural decision to trust Someone greater than you to do things you can't and see such awesome plans play out. It's not even so much that these plans are of great significance, it could be anything! What's awesome is seeing the Who work it out and how He works it out.

It's as if in your faith & trust in Him your heart actually grows. The more He grows in you, the bigger your faith is- the more room you have in your heart for Him. Folks, I don't know about you but I think that's a pretty cool thought! I'm just worried about unnatural love/heart combustion!  ;)

The more I see of Him- the more I want. The more I want, the more I want others to want it. The more I know - the more I want to show...

So I have to challenge myself on the whole worry thing because I would say it's my greatest issue - why when He is so gracious enough to show me His amazing plans and why when He's so giving to allow me to be a part of those plans... Why when He provides & cares and why when I know He loves me do I worry so darn much!??? :) I am so done. I'm just going to sit back, take part & enjoy all the things He does.

The things He shows me are so freaking cool.

<3 <3 u people

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