Some things are programmed into our minds; how we should feel is a big one (about ourselves, about others, about what to think & not to think, what to eat or not eat, what's "cool," what's "right," & etc.) On somedays it seems as if we have no choice, but thankfully we as Christians have solid truth on what we're supposed to think, feel & do... While I'm very much thankful I'm rooted in God's word & have a really great relationship with Him - I still have those days...
On some days I can't figure out what's wrong with me, why I'm feeling so worthless & disgusting. Why I'm feeling like no one cares & that I don't matter... You get the picture...
I guess I'm kind of like a robot sometimes - I'm programmed a certain way, yes, but on some days I still malfunction & cause a short in my connection to my main programmer.
It's funny to me - Even though I may malfunction, I have this amazing genius, who's willing to take the necessary time needed to work out all the bugs... I have a lot of bugs & many a time where I seem to malfunction.
So on some days - Yea, I may feel like a robot, but it's ok because even through my malfunctions I can still be worked on & changed- grown.
God is the coolest.
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