Opened eyes

My head spins and the thoughts swirl around; Dizzy with what life has to offer, waiting for what comes next and trying to pick up the pieces from what has already passed.

Sometimes it's intoxicating and you feel drunk on joy but also often times it's exhausting. That's when you feel drained and like you can't quite get a grip on keeping your head above the water. Like a fishing bobber, you have one half in and one half out. You're just waitin' on that one thing to pull you under.... The drunk on joy part comes in when you realize ~ You always have someone there to reel you in.... Jesus

I took a look back, just a glance over my shoulder the other night though and I must say.... God is everything good and when He gently pulled His hands away from my eyes so that I could really see~ He blinded me with His magisterial greatness....

I have had some questions about the past and especially lately. I think He is trying to help me see, but not only help me see but understand. He opens His mind up, extends His love and allows me to see with Spiritual eyes things that He perhaps has tried to show me in the past and I just didn't care enough to look.

I'm not sure why after all this time has pased that I'm finally seeing what He tried to show me before.... After much time has passed ~ Nothing can be changed about the past. Nevertheless - It's still a very great lesson....

He wants me to be open to Him and all that He may have for me.... He wants my heart to be open to His signs and His plans because they aren't only His plans but they're also mine. The blueprints He has for my life, well they're pretty detailed and I really don't want to miss anything just because I didn't care enough to look, question or ask.

He will give me instructions, He will plant seeds in my heart so that I may plant them in other's hearts, He will give me things and He will also take things away.... He will show love and extend comfort, He'll allow me to struggle so that I may become stronger and will always want an eager, willing and changing heart to be engaged in all of these events.

Trying really hard lately to be in tune to Him. Seems as though if I'm not in tune to Him ~ I'm just out there, floating.

Don't be blind to Him.... Open your eyes and allow Him to show you something that will change your life forever! And then perhaps you can share it with someone else so that their life may be changed forever as well....