This may be an off or odd blog post for some people. *Note - I'm warning you ahead of time.
Lately death & dying has come up more than a few times; whether it be between my spouse & I or both of us paired with friends etc..
I kind of find the reactions i get to my feelings on the topic humorous... Especially my husband's response! I always say- I'm ok with dying & if it God were to take my life now than I wouldn't be sad about it. I'm ready to go, now or tomorrow, perhaps in a year or ten. I don't believe it's selfish or weird, and I hate when people look at me like I'm some morbid freak of nature. I am a freak of nature, just not in this area. (:
I'm ready because I know where I'm going & that if I do go, I can trust that God is going to take care of what's left of me here. I'm ready because I get to be with my maker, which is the most sweetest & precious thing in all of time. I'm ready because frankly - my life has been a bit exhausting and while, yea, I'm in the absolute best part of my life it doesn't change what's already happened! I'm ready because I want to know what Heaven, what home really looks like.
I'm not saying there aren't things I could do here - I'm just saying if it happens - I'm ready.
Call me crazy. :p I don't care.
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