I feel like I need to update yet I really don't have much I want to say...
I'm sure some of you can relate to this but maybe some of you can't. We'll see ...
I just sometimes *hate (for lack of better word) who God made me to be. Today, it really was a icky day all around. Some things went wrong and also I was just dealing with some stuff emotionally. I just thought to myself "God, why do I have to be me! I hate me! And all that goes along with being me!"
I know it sounds horrible but I think if we're honest, we've all had these icky thoughts. And another thought "God why am I me, what do you want me to do? Why did you make me me? What purpose do I serve!?"
So this was a part of my day. Not a big part but perhaps a part you can relate to.
Thankful God knows me and can always pull me out of the depths and into His very secure arms. Without them my existence would be more than insignificant.
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