Change

Have you ever had one of those days where you can feel everything changing. I'm not the type of person that does well with change, especially in certain areas. It's funny though because everything is changing - every second, minute, and hour you can guarantee that something is happening. Some change is good in our narrow minded eyes, some change is bad or even may seem horrible, and some change may not make any difference at all.... Today is one of those days, where all my simple human brain can think on is the bad change, or I guess I should say - what I view is bad... I kind of wrestle with the fact though that if my amazing Creator is always trying to get me to where He wants me, if He is always working on my behalf to make me a better person, a person more in love with Him. Why can't my mind just accept the "bad change"for what it ultimately will end up being - good change.

I've gone without a lot of things in my life, lost a lot of people along the way that I really cared for (and still managed to live without them), and have had a lot of hurt happen - but I look at where I am now and I have to know and remember that I could not possibly be here if it weren't for God orchestrating my life the way He has.

So today is one of those days, but I will also keep in mind today that it doesn't matter what happens, who is in my life, what I have to lose - As long as I have Christ, and as long as He is moving my life into the direction He wants it, I will rejoice in His name.