This may hurt- just a little

God is teaching me:
I thought for the most part - I was doing great in life, believing that my walk with Christ is pretty strong and that I do a pretty good job at just being in relationship with Him. I think I was very wrong. He is indeed my Father and Friend - but what kind of friend am I? He was willing to give His only son in sacrifice for me and to save a wretched, horrible person like me. He gave me eternity. If I had to give up one of my children -  I could probably easily think - Wow, I could probably give anything up for Him ....
I can't say that though - I think and truly believe that God is trying to get me to that point. What am I willing to give up for Him? Anything? Is He really everything I say He is- everything that the word says He is and I believe He is? And if He is then why can't I let go of a few things for Him if He asks?
Will I when the time comes or maybe the time is now and He is just waiting and breaking until it's done.

Praying, seeking and learning. This may hurt, just a little... Or A lot.